Reframing my relationship to technology

It's late, I am tired. I am waiting to get a midnight flight to Sydney and then onto Christchurch, but I am here.  I showed up to the blog and I am writing.  I have 5 or less days to go on the 30 day challenge and I am confident that I will be here until the end.  It has been a useful, interesting and sometimes uncomfortable learning experience, but a worthwhile one none the less.   The fear and procrastination I was feeling in relationship to my website and writing a blog is now in the past.  I am even thinking that I might quite enjoy the challenge of producing some video clips, posting on Vine and exploring the world of twitter.  I am thinking more positively and more curiously about how I can use technology to make my life easier, to make connections meaningful and have a better reach.  All whilst maintaining lots of time out in the world, not in front of my laptop, and in a way that is easy to manage and enjoyable. 


This was a simple case of being stuck on the story of what I didn't want, rather than focusing on what I wanted to create.  It took facing my fears and doing something about my stuckness for me to be able to see that it was an illusion of my own creation and nothing more than that.